Possible thing for me to do this summer:
1. Going to Czech Republic to go to school to teach English to non-English speakers.
2. Going to Cyprus to hang out.
3. Go to Greece or Cyprus to participate in a dig.
4. Pursue a certificate in Education here in Pinellas County.
Obviously, my mind has reset my goals since the beginning of the year. I'm a Gemini. What can I say? Only another Gemini can understand the torn mind of another Gemini. I keep finding things around the world, around the states, just around, that I want to do but I can never decide. Or I get scared and stop myself from going forward with something I would really like to do.
I suffer from situational anxiety. Trying something new usually scares the shit out of me. Not that I don't do new things. I make it a point to DO new things, just so I don't turn into a hermit. But I know I hold myself back....testing the waters a lot longer then I should before jumping in.
So, That's where I'm at...the edge of the ocean, waiting...for something, maybe someone, to push me in.
"situational anxiety"... I like that, is that a medical term??
ReplyDeleteAlso, it will be hard for me to push you into the ocean... but you could come over here and i'll be more than happy to shove your ass into the pool!! :)
Yeah, I think it might be...right along with medical diagnosis anxiety. You for sure know I have that one!!! LOL
ReplyDeleteI thought for sure you were going to say you would shove me in the lake...with the gators!